Thursday, May 17, 2012

5 years ago


5 years ago I wanted to die.... Now I wake up every morning so excited to see my babies here on earth and be a mom

5 years ago I became a mom to Tyler.... Today I still and always will be a mom to Tyler

5 years ago I thought about Tyler every day.... Now I still think about him every day

5 years ago I didn't think I could go on.... Now I know I can go on and be happy but the pain will still be there just not as intense

5 years ago I asked God why would you take away our precious little boy?.... Now I still ask Him that

5 years ago I wondered if I would ever have children here on earth with me... Now I am blessed beyond measure with two beautiful babies who fill my life with such happiness I can't even describe it but I will always miss my first born, my precious Tyler.


Thinking of my baby boy in Heaven on his 5th birthday. Wish I could be celebrating with you my baby.