Thoughts and ramblings

Haven't blogged this past week, just been feeling kinda down. Missing Tyler. We went to the Walk to Remember last weekend and it's always such a great event and I love going but it does bring up lots of memories. I like recalling memories, and the precious moments we spent with Tyler while I was pregnant and after he was born but it's still hard. Plus the holidays are coming up soon and it's always a hard time for me as well. Always thinking of what "should have been." Of course I am sooooo thankful and blessed to have Maddy. I look forward to spending every single day with her, she's the reason I get up in the morning, she's such an amazing blessing but there will always be a part of our family that is missing until we are all with Tyler again one day. Missing you baby boy!